I Want To Lose All That I Am.

All I want to do is lose all that I am to be in the presence of the Lord all the time.

I am feeling so weak lately.

I can not do anything without Him.

It is only by Him that I am anything, the little anything that I am.

I can do nothing apart from Him.

I am so weak.

I am a mess.

And, I miss Him when I don't hear Him, when I don't feel Him near.

Like, it really drives me crazy.

I just want to be right before Him.

I have to remember that if I don't feel Him, see Him, or hear Him that its not always because I might have done something wrong.

I wish I could be lost in Him.

To be so lost I couldn't possibly ever find my way out.

And I want to see the world get lost with me.

And not for my sake.

Its not about me.

But because He wants it.

Because He deserves it.

Its about love.

Its all about Him.

I just want to be right before Him, in Him.

I want to be ready for when the storms come.

I want to be strong in Him.

Oh, I don't want to waver!

I want to pray and see the answer.

I want to see His power come by the proclamation of His name.

With just one word His power to strike down like in the beginning of creation.

I want to see a people crying out for Him.

I want to see my family and friends and the people I am meeting not hurting anymore.

I want to see them with understanding.

I want understanding.

I want us all to just let go.

I want us to really know Him.

I want us all to really walk with Him.

A multitude set apart for Him.

Ever praising Him with joy.

I want to love, so that I may love Him rightly.

All of the time.

I wish I could love the way I want to love.

I wish I could love the way I need to love.

Abandoned in a way that He is blessed in everything, in all of me.

Its all I can give Him.

I just want to be obedient.

I want to show Him His worthiness in my life.

The Lord is GREAT and WORTHY OF PRAISE.

He's worthy of abandonment for praise.